redemption and recovery for anybody on April 29,2024 no less than 31+ years to 44+ years my whole life in the making

Recovery, redemption, pennance, salvation, a life you want to live and can live with, peace, quiet, finding your way through, helping others through something even if your in it or something else.

I can handle it with ___________ as "god" definitely gives people and everybody more than they can handle. My metaphor is the not just full plate but full waitress tray but overflowing maybe a bit unbalanced plus somebody adds or subtracts or theirs sudden bump or somebody grabs your ass because your hands are full means that Gods or deities or whoever plus the reality that god doesn't put an umberella over your head, give you a safe living situation, or have personal conversations with you "does god talk to you on a personal basis," mine 2020 December. Accurately self ephiphanied guilt, responsibility, or partial responsibility, or hidden from you but you end up feeling responsible. Responsibility inaccurately assigned, designed, blamed, hatched, or bendered or branded, bent or banded, is going to give you a hint at how many people, places, even words on a page or website or social media site or blog or "overheard" conversation can have you feeling guilty even if you are not. My point here is that only take on after actually assessing if you had a part in something, what if any your part was, and running through what the effects of that was. 

Don't let anybody have you feeling guilty, or guiltier than there is actual reason for: conversely don't cast blame or guilt elsewhere. If there's responsibility, credit, credibility, ages or aged, history or historic or historical, flayed, fraid,and more as people have found guilt so useful for just about anything including reforming you, grooming you, foaming you, fashioning you, sluicing you, draining you, blaming you, honing you droning you, milking you, bilking you, turning you into a weapon, getting you to kill, or kill yourself, sabotage others or yourself, paying out to get back or attack or to assuage feelings of _________.

The abandonment of feelings or shame at something you or someone or some place  or __________that you knew, thought you knew or trusted or _________ is something that can be explored further, the effects of people, the world, and ourselves our decisions, the choices that effect us from us or others or __________, can cause us to ______________( lose hope, give up, give in, let go, get angry, despair or let somebody else win). 

REDEMPTION AND RECOVERY are possible for anybody, I don't just believe it I know it. The world I hope knows it too that whether you are a murderer, a rapist, a child molester, a person who milks bilks leeches blahhs mehhs dreck drack meck mack rapes impregnates aborts drains stains plus more and then blames people until they wither or slither and would rather die than even see you let alone have ever known you, your crew, your people, your "family", your ways and sleighs, your love of beasts and babies, your traitorous treacherous treasonous stupidly blind ignorant trigguied greeds that feed your need to be the worst ever. Well if you need a title or bow or both just ask the people organizations, honor, soldiers, countries, holy, banks, governments, peaceful, tired, weary, slated, crated, homeless, raped, whored, cored, chored, bled, your (steert) or street cred, your half or undead dead, your lazy, your sloths or piggies, your moths or higgies, and more ___________.

 Look up your victims, your survivors who still survive your existence even messing with them everyday: people are just begging for an end, know that. Jails, institutions, or death is what you sentenced us to so welcome to your sentencing as well, and if by chance other people , countries, companies, communities, families, friends, etcetera want to unite or even just help know that there's redemptive measured in that as well as suiting your better natures as how the heck did you ever get involved with whoever got you in bed with who doing what? 

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