Recovery Reformation Self Assessment and Reconnaissance Self Realization Discovery the Excavation of your experiences learning growth from and the adventure of Revelations revolution of the evolution of Who you are, who you want to be, and how to create change that will last in a world benefiting from who you were or are. The battle of freeing yourself from beefs, skeletons, zombies, even childhood criticism critique and designs of others for "your" but their utility closet and asset management.

So one example of recovery that I have been trying to make available for even those seen as the origin of being an abuser or abusive or seen as a bully towards _______________(spouse, partner intimate, coworkers, neighbors, family, friends, and more). 

Self assessment means that NOBODY points fingers or calls out somebody or a behavior if it's pointed even at a group unless you include unhealthy by everybody to make it equal in a non accusatory way and self identify even old behavior of self as we are all in this together and just because a somebody or somebody who makes themselves a nobody or appear as one does deploys themselves or others a behavior like silent abusers employ: "sharing" something that has somebody question somebody they believe in when there's no reason except self gratification, casting doubt because maybe they screwed that person over or blamed them or set them up themselves and are feeling guilty or want to stop feeling wrong for what they did if they can turn you then they feel superior or not as much in the wrong or shit starts for a distraction or to imbue ostracisism of that person or others including not wanting to admit their wrongs and who has been or gotten hurt as a result of their words actions even connections like family friends sex hookups or sidelines that offer up other people. 

The 🤐 silent abuser umbrella ☔ imagine a mobil strings hanging from the umbrella with different colors and different objects tied to it to represent different types or a web 🕸️ with your targets upon it stuck their by your deception and betrayal and betrayed spiders spanning out from the center of strength honor innocent and victims gone or barely alive sprinkled for your predators to drain dry while the different abusers and users just keep going until people die or go missing, or hope dies inside them ,including children. Children, babies and youth have been killing themselves due to experiences and the lack of hope which is murder just a sicker kind of murder where by what's been happening to a person, the world, and around them.Death becomes a type love affair to stop the suffering that they experience with no way out, even behaviors that shorten or risk their lives can be noted as signs that our world, their home and community environments are of grief, pain, loss, forced suffering, terror, coercion, force, abandonment, lies, betrayal, types of trafficking, slavery, being accused blamed illegally ir unlawfully charged, arrested, forced to sign away ______________, and more.Far beyond use and abuse the victims can become abusers or worse themselves, can isolate themselves, try to ignore what's happening, become addicts even to work or exercise, can give in to Shepard's of different sorts, or more options like opting out of living what I called a catapult. They can try to abandon the world if they can afford it or just keep moving even tenting or living in a car or 🚲 to avoid those who were using them until they die or their communities or country or ________________. Beware there's always treacherous who pose among them and don't see themselves the way they are. In shelters, on the streets, in work places, on neighboring land or territory or property, users use they scent the people who are bleeding from what others have done and rush to bleed more like ravenous hordes of men and thirsty women and youth who are worshipping the women who have whored themselves, children, family, businesses, holy places and more.Raping, whoring, reaping, silencing, sleeping, and killing this world by offering not just temptation but darkest desires to create a world that eats itself to its ☠️. The call of halving the whole and feeding the avarice,thirsts for worsts even creating fostering and breeding thirsts to be somebody who has relief, release and a sort of contagious evil that spreads especially killing off a person's sense of self, of right and wrong by setting them up and upon decent, good, or innocent people: raping goodness kindness compassion courage bravery and honorable to exact their revenge upon themselves and whoever killed their kindness or someone they knew. 

Their grief, greed, and anger has destroyed most of this world and they don't see that they are who they were fighting, or who victimized them or others, or are acting out real or imagined or past or far past trauma, they have become people who act out of cowardly lion ways, who won't face the wrong they have done and so get herded to do more as someone always knows something. There are those propagandized as well and miseducated if educated about the world(including hope for a different life) their people, parents, neighbors other countries etcetera who have become someone's sword and shield. There are others who do whatever they can to cast others out who show them just by existing a mirror 🪞 to themselves and they can't stand who or what they see even around them. Lack of knowledge and options, opportunities and of the existence of a bigger world out there that might care or does if they just knew the truth and were called upon to have allies even brutal to end the suffering and use of people and killing of the animals and environment, the torture of self the physical and sexual torture of many can lead or the threat of such can bring about the end of everything. We have lost ourselves, our humanity, our honor and intelligence doing so our selves. By failing people we can lead or be led here as well. Failing themselves, lack of faith or raped will, mind, or faith or family or love or kindness or support or healing or recovery or compassion or community or self or body or heart mind and soul can create a world where people turn away from self, eachother, faith , the environment and abandon hope and humanity.

 In many ways it's what the Nkoten who were not Nazi saw happening upon this world as far back as the 1,100's and that the future was going to come to a rightful place of death for killing the natural order, the planet, and eachother. If we didn't and do not acknowledge certain things even here at the end of the reigns of reins and chains ⛓️ and we cannot seem to figure out that freedom lies within each of us, that kindness love equality are liberating and uniting not weakness or something to exploit but to explore healing ourselves and eachother. Restoring balance and finding salvation in earning redemption and freedom from subliminals, internal biotechnology, foreign reigns governances and what others may see as a bloody conclusion but is a righteous reckoning and the ending of the rapists of us and our or this planet. FIGHT for your freedom fight for the right to live, stop killing animals and this planet, stop killing those who love and are actual kindness to all , fairness to all, equality to all and stop demonizing those who slay those who are killing them.

No more SILENT WARS, NO more Hidden torture, Hidden agendas vengeance and vendettas for what, for who, this is about survival and the right to exist, hello those satellites are back even after 61 years, knock knock anybody home.....

More on actual recovery later 9:41 am April 2024